recovery takes a long time.
I keep thinking I should be able to do what I did before. But I can't.
I'm trying to be patient but it's difficult to not be able to sleep well, to get tired so easily, to not be able to wash my hair with both hands, no carrying groceries, no work.
I understand my body needs time to heal. I respect that. I will give it that.
But I am so tired of watching television and reading bridal magazines.
I'm in wedding inspiration overload. And now I can't make any decisions.
It's so cold outside too.